I have questions, I’m not really counting on answers…just thinking aloud.
When will certain circumstances in my life change, when will I leave the city, will I leave the city, where should I go? Where is ‘home’?
Should I stay at this job?
Will the youngest have this health problem for the rest of her life, or when will this nightmare end for her and for me?
And the little steps with middle one recently…does that even mean anything, will things improve, will things ever be better?
I am beyond wondering why things are the way they are – but when will they change?
Those are my questions for today. I realise they are too abstract, too personal for anyone to answer. And yes, first world problems, I know.
I don’t know if you could answer them Sage, even with background information..
So I will just ask all the Buddhas and Bodhisattvas to resolve these things for me quickly, quickly.