Life changes and you know it.
It’s less than a year since Al died, my bestie. Still hurts.
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Within a month of her death youngest had been diagnosed with a life changing, life long condition. Illness, condition call it what you like it’s a monster sent from the hell realms to attach itself to her til rebirth. Some kind of karma. Sent to deepen our practice.
Then two of my other good friends dropped off the face of my earth. One in a huge fanfare of unpleasant jibes, the other slid silently out of contact. Why, who knows. Why is not the point here, the point is learning to live without three friends and a sick child. Accept change. People come into your life for a reason, we all know that – this is not all meant to sound negative. Change isn’t good or bad it just is.
Next? Work went from being just me as a paid employee to eight of us in the office. And me, the introverted hermit wannabe managing them all, HR-ing. Yeah right.
I bought a new car. I went on a brief holiday. Simple statements with a wealth of story and emotion lurking behind them.
I saw my son a few more times than in recent years put together and I should be happy for that but still no cigar.
If I sit down and type, and think about the big picture, there’ve been monumental changes in less than 12 months and I need to give myself permission to calm the fuck down for a bit…but to anyone else looking in life looks pretty much the same.
I wonder what life will look like in another year! Exciting to think of some big changes that could be just round the corner.
Have a look back at your own last 12 months and think about it…